I just spent a few minutes scanning over my posts from my first quarter of teaching. It is exciting to know how much a person can learn in 2 years, even as an adult. I worked really hard and did my best for my students in my first year, but I can already tell that this year the efforts I put in with have much greater yields. I feel I am finally able to create systems in my classroom that are effective and that I can stick with. I can already see how some of these will make my life easier and less stressful. I can also already feel how much better my classroom environment is for my kids (and myself) when I am less stressed. A lot of these systems have to do with managing the use of materials and the movement of children. These things seem like they should be so simple...but somehow they can really dictate how well things run. Who would have thought that bathroom breaks, pencils, seating charts and collecting papers would be so challenging to manage? Managing this stuff comes pretty naturally to some, but this is not my strength, so it has taken me awhile.
I am getting to know my students already. I already love them. I can see that some will challenge me, but I also feel that I have the tools I need to handle these challenges. I am in the process of making a few of my potential "trouble-makers" into my favorite students.
My school is in the process of a transformation. We have new administrators and I can already feel the positive energy throughout the school. As a staff we are more supported and it makes a HUGE difference. School feels like a wonderful place to be. I smile when I think of the place and the people I am fortunate to work with--both staff and students.
In this school year I am striving for excellence in the classroom and balance in my life. Efficiency is the name of the game. I am working on not bringing my work home with me and being organized and well planned in the classroom. I left school before 5 on Friday, my classroom was neat, I had made several parent phone calls, and I brought home no work with me. I will finish up planning for the week before school and during my prep tomorrow. This week my task is to get the next few weeks planned out now that the beginning of the year stuff is getting wrapped up and I need to have solid instructional plans ready to go.
At the moment I am looking back and feeling proud of how far I have come from the disoriented first year teacher. I am feeling content, professionally and personally, and looking forward to things to come...including the challenges.
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